You were chasing after me smiling
when I was lost in a crowd.
I didn’t know who you were
but I felt you wanted me
and that was just what I needed.
To feel wanted.
I thought I was sure you weren’t like the other boys.
Looking for someone to love, not to lust.
But I was wrong.
After a while, I noticed the magic was gone
And for weeks I cried
trying to pick out all the things wrong with me,
thinking it was me.
It wasn’t me
I was so busy falling in love with you,
I didn’t realize, you weren’t falling in love with me.
I didn’t realize that you were lying when you said you loved me.
I didn’t realize that you were already tiring of me
And then I did.
And now I’m still trying to hold on.
but now I don’t feel anything.